Love

So I'm in love.... I've loved people before, been loved before, but now that I've met him I don't believe I've even been in love before. It's not that wreckless, gut wretching, think I'm the greatest thing in the world kind of love... Its grown up love. I can be open and honest with him, be exactly who I am and he WANTS that, we talk about everything and anything and he's very supportive of me.

I love him. He's everything that I've prayed for and God's gift to me. I'm convinced that God sent him to me and if we had tried to do this on our own, it would have been messy. We both have marriages that we are working our way out of so we are being respectful of that. I am SO ready for this, I'd marry him tomorrow and I mean it.

Thank you God for your gift and for his obedience to you.

This is nice....

Being grown sometimes has its benefits. I have reconnected with a childhood friend (I mean he must have known me and my family since I was around 10) and its been BEAUTIFUL! We do alot of smiling through the phone and he's exactly what I've been asking God for. He's kind, loving, funny as heck, sweet, protective, summertime FINE, loves his family AND God, loves and respects my family and knows me already. We used to crush majorly as kids but we both agree that it would have NEVER worked before because neither of us were ready. But now, we are VERY ready.

This is nice and SO grown up. The family has co-signed it (down to the nieces) and its nice having someone who gets me and wants to! I'm ready and open God for whatever this is going to be. But for now it this is SO nice...

WOW!!

Wow and wow again is all I'm going to say about my latest friend. OMG wow God, you really are amazing.....